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Hana the Exceed (OC) Colored by Carnelian-Fox Hana the Exceed (OC) Colored :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 8 13 Hana the Exceed (OC) by Carnelian-Fox Hana the Exceed (OC) :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 6 10
Literature
The Costs of Depression
Meeting with friends makes me smile
Keeps me distracted for a while
Using dopamine in the place of serotonin
The blurry memories let me cherish where I’ve been
 
Because of the anger, the agitation, the demon
Upon myself I commit acts of treason
Scars run deep and blood runs thick
This life thing must have some sort of trick
 
Hell is a place inside my head
It makes me totally restless in my own bed
The sadness leaves an empty haze
As I count off the endless days
 
As days turn to weeks, time somehow flies
And I’ve gotten nowhere; surprise, surprise…
I hate that “misery enjoys company” quip
It shows other people are on this sinking ship
 
These imbalances haunt like an evil twin
Slow me down like weights under my skin
I look in the mirror and see one who will always fail
Maybe they’re right; maybe I am frail
 
As I mature, my madness grows, too
It takes root like a tree and hits like the flu
Without even knowing, other
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Leon's Bell by Carnelian-Fox Leon's Bell :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 6 3
Literature
The Friend With Two Faces
Intentions hidden behind a mask
Knows what to answer, knows how to ask
He appreciates you like an art
As he slowly tears your life apart
 
By his kind front, you get ensnared
Before you were happy and now you’re scared
You stop feeling safe in the room he’s in
You stop feeling safe in your own skin
 
He’s only forward when you’re weak
His ulterior motives make you feel meek
When you open up, he covers his bases
He is the friend with two faces
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Bishonen Carnelian (Colored) by Carnelian-Fox Bishonen Carnelian (Colored) :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 10 26 Kyubi X Renamon by Carnelian-Fox Kyubi X Renamon :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 13 22 Mickey by Carnelian-Fox Mickey :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 4 15 Gift For Cross by Carnelian-Fox Gift For Cross :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 4 10 Happy Wearing My Glasses Meme by Carnelian-Fox Happy Wearing My Glasses Meme :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 9 16 Happy Wearing My Glasses by Carnelian-Fox Happy Wearing My Glasses :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 4 9 Luna and Solis by Carnelian-Fox Luna and Solis :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 4 8 Garnet by Carnelian-Fox Garnet :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 8 23 Carnelian (Jewel) by Carnelian-Fox Carnelian (Jewel) :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 2 8 Team Pawful's Date by Carnelian-Fox Team Pawful's Date :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 4 6 Pezzo X Titana by Carnelian-Fox Pezzo X Titana :iconcarnelian-fox:Carnelian-Fox 6 0

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Dakimakura Sylv by infinitedge2u Dakimakura Sylv :iconinfinitedge2u:infinitedge2u 146 27 Simon and Jeanette plush by ChipmunkRaccoonOz Simon and Jeanette plush :iconchipmunkraccoonoz:ChipmunkRaccoonOz 6 2
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Long time no see, I am officially back!
Hello All, it has been a while since I posted a journal, I know. So where have I been, what have I been doing you ask? Well I decided awhile back that I was going to go on a hiatus from drawing. I did not have a time frame in mind, honestly at the time I was feeling like I would never draw again. I was just at an all time low with creativity and such. I was having a ton of medical problems that were taking a toll on me both mentally and physically. I'm a lot better now and please I don't want any pity about this, it is why I did not say anything until now. I just wanted to be left alone but at the same time I needed support from those closest to me. All I will say about it is don't ever ignore the simplest hints from your body. It will let you know when something is wrong, DO NOT IGNORE THESE HINTS! I went a long time before noticing something was wrong and I could have avoided a lot of the headaches that resulted from it if I had just listened to my gut and had things checked out.
Any
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Simon Seville by GracefulShadows Simon Seville :icongracefulshadows:GracefulShadows 4 0
Literature
The Space Museum
Simon grinned, as he heard the rather loud humming of the wolf girl in the laundry room. He rounded the corner, stopping and leaning in the doorway as he watched her fold laundry.
She was deaf, so he couldn't speak to get her attention, however, he was amused to just watch her dance to the tune in her head. After a moment he would tap the floor with his foot, before proceeding to approach the girl.
Kylie's ears perked, and even though she couldn't hear, she could feel the subtle vibrations of his feet against the hardwood floors.  The wolf grinned as the chipmunk came up behind her, slightly leaning against her with his chin resting on her shoulder.
"Hi!" Kylie greeted, turning around as her tail began to wag.
Simon lifted his hands in order to sign, speaking along with his signs. "I need groceries, want to come?"
With an excited grin, the wolf nodded, hesitating to jump with enthusiasm. Suddenly, she realized her hair was a mess, and she was in pajama shorts and a tank. "I need t
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Simonette Kisses Part. 1 by TheLadyLynx Simonette Kisses Part. 1 :icontheladylynx:TheLadyLynx 15 5
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Literature
CITH_2_Requesting An Exclusive Audience
Chip In The Head
About This Story: Alvin and Brittany discover a secret about each other that they may have forgotten to discuss to closure with Dave after all these years. They aren't sure how to tell him, especially after another emergency takes priority. Warning: some chapters contain more adult-ish themes than others (chapter warnings provided). Age-wise they are 11. I don't own any part of the Chipmunk franchise, just borrowing them from Nickelodeon, Janice Karman, & Ross Bagdasarian, their family, & their company.
About This Chapter: Rated PG, some conversations involving female puberty issues (bra shopping, menstruation)
Pairings: Dave/Julie, Alvin/Brittany, Simon/Jeanette
2. Requesting An Exclusive Audience
David Seville smiled to himself at the electronic book he was reading while he lounged in the shady tent next to his girlfriend, Julie Garcia. She was reading another
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CITH_3_Eroded Vacation Plans
Chip In The Head
About This Story: Alvin and Brittany discover a secret about each other that they may have forgotten to discuss to closure with Dave after all these years. They aren't sure how to tell him, especially after another emergency takes priority. Warning: some chapters contain more adult-ish themes than others (chapter warnings provided). Age-wise they are 11. I don't own any part of the Chipmunk franchise, just borrowing them from Nickelodeon, Janice Karman, & Ross Bagdasarian, their family, & their company.
About This Chapter: Rated Pg-13, for a pre-adolescent male fantasies involving female anatomy, brief conversation involving reproduction, female issues (bra humor), and depiction of injury
Pairings: Alvin/Brittany
3. Eroded Vacation Plans
"Hey, Alvin!" Brittany waded up next to him as he came closer to shore to take a break from body-surfing.
"What's up, Brit
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Squipmunk: Seth Dragonial by Doloresmon Squipmunk: Seth Dragonial :icondoloresmon:Doloresmon 3 0 Family Bonding by GracefulShadows Family Bonding :icongracefulshadows:GracefulShadows 5 9 Simon Seville by HarryMiller8 Simon Seville :iconharrymiller8:HarryMiller8 1 0
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Chip In The Head
About This Story: Alvin and Brittany discover a secret about each other that they may have forgotten to discuss to closure with Dave after all these years. They aren't sure how to tell him, especially after another emergency takes priority. Warning: some chapters contain more adult-ish themes than others (chapter warnings provided). Age-wise they are 11. I don't own any part of the Chipmunk franchise, just borrowing them from Nickelodeon, Janice Karman, & Ross Bagdasarian, their family, & their company.
About This Chapter: Rated PG-13 (T), for conversations involving non-explicit cases of child molesting and drug abuse, as well as some mild language.
Pairings: Alvin/Brittany
5. Lifted Burdens
"Is Alvin ready for some visitors, yet?" The nurse poked her head into the hospital room that afternoon to see Alvin and Dave snacking on some mashed potatoes and some cups
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Hello, everyone! I'm Carnelian-Fox, formerly known as Pokemon Ranger-Trainer on FanFiction. I'm typically a writer and I plan to continue to write on FanFiction. I also plan on uploading my stories here, too. That means you can expect a lot of deviations from me because I have a lot of "backlog". I won't upload all of them because, while people still read the older stuff, I look back at my older content and make a sour face, which means I probably have grown some as a writer. I've also recently gotten into doing some amateur sketching. It's been really fun and I'll keep on striving for improvement.

I want to thank crossfire775 for getting me to finally start doubling up on fandom platforms. Crossfire's use of characterization in writing is a truly engaging one. I also want to thank Kurokari, who I initially met IRL. She's a very talented individual in many mediums. My biggest thanks to her for making the profile pic you see here, also the one I use on my FanFiction account. Please check out both of their profiles, as well as that of ArcticFox2012, an old friend of mine from high school and an amazing artist! His style is the kind that always brightens your day. I can personally attest to this. MoonlightMalaise is a really good artist and awesome person, too! Come to think of it, if I had to list the profile of every awesome person on here, I'd be here all night. XD But I would love to name just one more. Cookie-Kit is an amazing artist with a bold, adorable style and she is always striving for improvement. I have so much respect for her as an artist and as a person. Cookie-Kit, MoonlightMalaise, ArcticFox2012, crossfire775 and Kurokari have all served as great sources of inspiration for me. Please show them some love and give their profiles a visit!

For those of you who have been asking, I don't use social media sites such as FaceBook, Twitter, Instagram, Snapchat, etc. I don't want to.

Favorite Quotes:
"I don't care if you're bisexual; you're you and I love you." -My Girlfriend
"If I do good, I feel good. If I do bad, I feel bad. That is my religion." -Abraham Lincoln
"We don't die for our friends, we live for our friends." -Erza Scarlet
"Aye, sir!" -Happy
"Pika, Pikachu!" -Pikachu
"Who cares if we're weak!! If we band together, we can do anything!!" -Carla
“When I was a kid, I thought Zootopia was this perfect place where everyone got along and anyone could be anything. Turns out, real life's a little bit more complicated than a slogan on a bumper sticker. Real life is messy. We all have limitations. We all make mistakes. Which means―hey, glass half full―we all have a lot in common. And the more we try to understand one another, the more exceptional each of us will be. But we have to try. So no matter what type of animal you are, from the biggest elephant to our first fox, I implore you: Try. Try to make the world a better place. Look inside yourself, and recognize that change starts with you. It starts with me. It starts with all of us.” -Judy Hopps
"Never eat the maroon altoids." -Cornine
"I would never do that by accident!" -My Sister
"Hokey Smoke!" -Rocket J. Squirrel
"Don't let your sausage age, your meat loaf or your pork roll." -My Friend Ron
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Hana the Exceed (OC) Colored
carnelian-fox.deviantart.com/a… in color.
So this is what my girlfriend's Exceed OC, Hana, looks like in full color. The Exceeds are some of the most distinguishing species among those in the Fairy Tail series, so we each have a few of them. Hana is her signature Exceed OC as well as a partner. She's the girlfriend of my Exceed partner, Aaron, who I hope to draw someday soon.
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Hana the Exceed (OC)
I think anyone who's seen Leon or is a Fairy Tail (Hiro Mashima's beloved intellectual property) fan knows what an Exceed is by now. Well, a few years ago, my girlfriend and I made up some OCs, including Exceeds that we would want to partner with. She made up Hana, a traditional short-furred Exceed with a love of cherry blossoms and kimonos (and my Exceed part, Aaron). After all, Ichiya showed us that you don't have to be a Dragon Slayer to have a flying cat as your best friend. ;)

I do plan on coloring this, but I wanted to upload the sketch first. Isn't Hana cute? She'll look better in color, I think. And man, cherry blossoms are hard to draw!

Fairy Tail (c) Hiro Mashima
Hana (c) my girlfriend
Art (c) me
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Meeting with friends makes me smile

Keeps me distracted for a while

Using dopamine in the place of serotonin

The blurry memories let me cherish where I’ve been

 

Because of the anger, the agitation, the demon

Upon myself I commit acts of treason

Scars run deep and blood runs thick

This life thing must have some sort of trick

 

Hell is a place inside my head

It makes me totally restless in my own bed

The sadness leaves an empty haze

As I count off the endless days

 

As days turn to weeks, time somehow flies

And I’ve gotten nowhere; surprise, surprise…

I hate that “misery enjoys company” quip

It shows other people are on this sinking ship

 

These imbalances haunt like an evil twin

Slow me down like weights under my skin

I look in the mirror and see one who will always fail

Maybe they’re right; maybe I am frail

 

As I mature, my madness grows, too

It takes root like a tree and hits like the flu

Without even knowing, others can make it worse

My mood isn’t a mere feeling; it is very much a curse

 

For the life of me, I run and hide

But they always find me, those urges of suicide

Can’t remember where I’ve been, what I’ve done

These are the costs of my depression

The Costs of Depression
Hey, all. This is just a poem I felt like writing to show how my depression and its symptoms have affected me. I hate it when people use terms like "depression", "depressed", "triggered", "anxiety", etc. like those words are some kind of accessories or sympathy taglines. Sure, these afflictions are on a spectrum and maybe everyone has a little bit of some afflictions and chemical imbalances to some degree. That being said, when the average joe starts flinging around those words in slurs or make fun of a serious issue, it undermines those seriously affected people. It makes things worse. Mental illness is no joke. You can ask the scars on my left wrist. When you're like me and several mental illnesses run in your family, you get justifiably angry when someone uses your talk about your inner demons to crack weak jokes. I learned the hard way, at my own expense, this past semester that some people don't know what too far is until they're well over the border. Now I don't even know what to think of said person/people.

This poem is my work and mine alone, though I'm sure hundreds, if not thousands resonate with it. All of you, have a nice day. Keep those who support you close to you. This goes out to all the people who suffer from depression and feel like they don't have a voice as they continuously get mistreated and misunderstood by people around them. Let me be your voice. I'd take up all of your burdens if I could. I'm no savior. I'm just someone who cares.

This is what I've gone through and how I've felt. This is Leon's pain, too. carnelian-fox.deviantart.com/a…

If you know this pain and want to spread awareness, please redistribute this poem wherever you can with the URL. It's times like this when I'm actually glad I was born. We can learn and grow to understand each other and be more compassionate of each other, bettering ourselves all the while. Let's bridge the gap together.

Poem (c) Carnelian-Fox
Leon (c) Carnelian-Fox
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Here I am with another analysis. I've already done one for the Tapu, so I guess you can expect to see more of my character/setting analyses in the future. Don't hold me to it, though. Also, I know what happens in the manga, but I'm still going to call him Kid or Death the Kid to differentiate him from his father.

I've been meaning to do something like this for a while as I came to this conclusion while talking to some fellow anime fans at a pumpkin carving party two years ago. Unite, Soul Eater fans! Any fan of Soul Eater knows of Death the Kid's OCD/OCD-esque tendencies. Kid is obsessed with symmetry. Symmetry is perfection and he strives for perfection. This Grim Reaper wants to do his job wholeheartedly and with maximum efficiency so he can take over his father's goal. But what if I told you that Kid's OCD was more than just a humanizing quirk for his character? Let's get into it.

Death the Kid was born from a fragment of Lord Death's soul. Eight centuries ago, Lord Death had eight guards and led them as the Eight Warlords. Death and the Eight Warlords' purpose in the world was to preserve world order by hunting potential Kishin candidates on Shinigami's List. Those candidates are referred to as Kishin Eggs in the anime. Notice how I underlined "order". Lord Death's affiliation to madness revolves around there being order in the world, as each of the Great Old Ones attribute their madness with a specialized focus. That's the key word in this analysis. It all comes down to order, the opposite of chaos and madness produced by the Kishin.

In order for Kid for feel calm, collected and comfortable, everything needs to be symmetrical. In other words, everything needs to be ordered. Kid's obsession with symmetry is rooted in his role to bring order to the world. By extension, since he was born from a fragment of Lord Death's soul, one could say that this is why Lord Death is portrayed as a free spirit in spite of being tethered to his own city.

Well, there's my symbolic observation.
Leon's Bell
The first time I drew my next-gen Fairy Tail OC, Leon the Exceed, I ended up not drawing this bell on his tail. This bell with ribbon was a gift to him from his boyfriend. As such, it holds a lot of sentimental value to him. It kind of looks like Navi from the Legend of Zelda games, doesn't it? I plan to draw Leon again with this bell on his tail in the future.

Leon, bell and art (c) me
Fairy Tail (c) Hiro Mashima
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Here I am with another analysis. I've already done one for the Tapu, so I guess you can expect to see more of my character/setting analyses in the future. Don't hold me to it, though. Also, I know what happens in the manga, but I'm still going to call him Kid or Death the Kid to differentiate him from his father.

I've been meaning to do something like this for a while as I came to this conclusion while talking to some fellow anime fans at a pumpkin carving party two years ago. Unite, Soul Eater fans! Any fan of Soul Eater knows of Death the Kid's OCD/OCD-esque tendencies. Kid is obsessed with symmetry. Symmetry is perfection and he strives for perfection. This Grim Reaper wants to do his job wholeheartedly and with maximum efficiency so he can take over his father's goal. But what if I told you that Kid's OCD was more than just a humanizing quirk for his character? Let's get into it.

Death the Kid was born from a fragment of Lord Death's soul. Eight centuries ago, Lord Death had eight guards and led them as the Eight Warlords. Death and the Eight Warlords' purpose in the world was to preserve world order by hunting potential Kishin candidates on Shinigami's List. Those candidates are referred to as Kishin Eggs in the anime. Notice how I underlined "order". Lord Death's affiliation to madness revolves around there being order in the world, as each of the Great Old Ones attribute their madness with a specialized focus. That's the key word in this analysis. It all comes down to order, the opposite of chaos and madness produced by the Kishin.

In order for Kid for feel calm, collected and comfortable, everything needs to be symmetrical. In other words, everything needs to be ordered. Kid's obsession with symmetry is rooted in his role to bring order to the world. By extension, since he was born from a fragment of Lord Death's soul, one could say that this is why Lord Death is portrayed as a free spirit in spite of being tethered to his own city.

Well, there's my symbolic observation.

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ChipmunkRaccoonOz Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
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